Bowing Ossu!

Going Through With it in the Country of Cherry Blossoms

When I went to Japan, it was late august, the time of sweltering summer days when the crickets make a lot of noise, and it is difficult to fall asleep at night. When I went up to Saitama Prefecture in the North of Tokyo, it was mid-march. I had learned some Japanese. The cold was still lingering, the sun shining occasionally, and a strong wind was blowing through the naked treetops along the train tracks.
”When I read about the wind in your letter,” the Kancho said, ”I could actually hear it whistle outside. What you wrote was true. I was very moved by that letter.”
In Japan, people start letters describing the weather. They have their way of writing letters. And they have their way of saying things. Where we would wish somebody “Good luck!” they say: “Do your best!” or more accurately: “Go through with it!” So I wrote to the Kancho about the weather, and told myself to ”Go through with it!” and went up to Hasuda in Saitama Prefecture to study Karate-do, the way of karate, for three weeks.

The day I arrived, the Kancho handed me my schedule. It was bilingual, detailed and organised very efficiently, with events outside training printed in blue, and holidays printed in red to distinguish them from the black rest. The blue writing read:

‘The potted dwarf tree (BONSAI) sightseeing’, ‘home-stay’, ’Nikko sightseeing’, and ‘Dinner at the Kancho’s’, twice.

The 17th, 21st and 24th were red-letter days. The rest of my days all started with ‘Soji’ (cleaning) at 9.30 in the morning, followed by a ‘tokubetsu keiko’ (special training), meaning that I got to train alone with the Kancho, sometimes with him and his son,
Shihandai Takashi. In the afternoons, there were another three to four classes in
different dojos, depending on the day of the week. We were sitting in the Kancho’s office. “Karate is not only training in the dojo,” he said. “Karate is cleaning, studying, living with people, office work?O,” he caught sight of a pile of certificates and licences in the tatami part of the room, “Maybe you could help me with the certificates. Yesterday, 200 people graded. There were only five instructors, and now I have to write
all these certificates. But first I will show you soji.”
So I received my first lesson in soji: sweep the gravel off the paths, pull out the weeds from flower beds and cracks in the concrete, pick up the garbage and throw it in the bin, take about 10-15 minutes for this every morning.
”Soji is very important!” said the Kancho.

I made myself at home in the senshinryo (the Pure Heart Dormitory), a big in-built flat that I would have all to myself for the next three weeks, quite luxurious compared to the 12x12 ft university dorm room I was sharing with another girl in Tokyo. I marvelled at my temporary home till evening, when I was invited to the Kancho’s house for a highly delectable dinner accompanied by one, two, three bottles of red wine, during which I listened attentively to an increasingly talkative Kancho. He has seen more of the world than any other Japanese person I met, and certainly a lot more than I have.

”Once, I had three visitors over from Oman,” he said. “We didn’t have the senshinryo then, so they stayed with us, and every morning the three of them would get up at 5 o’clock, kneel in the tatami room over there and say their prayers, facing Mekka. Erai-ne! (=That’s quite dedicated, isn’t it?).”

And

 “The Shihans in India and Pakistan used to be quite close, but these days
they don’t talk to each other at all.”

And

 “In Oman, somebody taught me how to say ‘You are very beautiful’ in Arabic, but then I never got to use it because I never once met a woman while I was there.”

After this night, my nervous stomach felt well prepared for the three week roller coaster ride through the black letters in my schedule that was to follow, relieved that the Kancho was not the way he looked on the photographs in our licences. Well, not always.

To relate the next three weeks with the Kancho in summary would not do them any justice, so if you want to find out more, buy the book I am going to write about them. For now, just know this: The Kancho knows how to be serious, and how to play, and when to do which. He is an extraordinary person, and an extraordinary teacher who deserves all our respect and appreciation.

The last day of my stay came, and the cherry blossoms had started to bloom everywhere. I wrote in my diary: “Now that I am about to leave the Pure Heart Dormitory, I really feel like my heart has been cleaned. Cleaned of frustration, self-doubt and effort-blocking fear of failure.” Looking sadly at the clean, spacious rooms I was about to leave, I grabbed my suitcase and went outside. There was a soft spring breeze attacking the tender new cherry blossoms, and on my way across the parking lot, I heard it whisper an old Japanese saying in my ear:
”Hello and good bye. That’s just what spring is.”
I said good bye, got into the car, and closed the door behind me, facing the senshinryo sign and the honbu dojo in the spring breeze.

 Bowing “OSSU!”

Anna Sanner, October 2003

 
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